Cant say goodbye

I should have thought faster
i didn't have a clue
i was irrational and what not
but i should have came to you
the sad thing is, you came back
trying to bring me home
Ur eyes were filled with so many tears
oh...now i feel so alone
why couldn't i look past the void
that kept us far apart
i couldn't find a way to forgive you
because u had broken my heart
and now it's all so different
we both changed a lot
u moved on and found a girl
it's like you just forgot
while I'm slowly punishing myself
for not figuring out why
and I'm completely lost and so confused
because i CANT say good bye