A Dream

It came fast
Then disappeared,
This dream that could ruin everything,
Friendships and relationships,
And I didn't mean for anything to happen
I cant control what isn't mine
My heart controls my mind
That controls my thoughts
And then my dreams
And I cant control what's already yours.
Its been yours since that night in the car
Since I laid upon you
Felt your heart beat
When our lips touched again
I knew I was lost to the love that held us both.
But I'm only human and I made a mistake
I ended what was between us
Without a thought of what's to come
I loved you and lost you
All in one blow
Then you saw her
Was it all planned before?
You say you love me
But I cant be sure
You told me to trust you
I've given you my heart
You told me you loved me
You have what makes me love you
I shouldn't have let you go
But you're already in love with her
I was ready to move on
Be with another
Then my heart reminded me of you.
My thoughts were consumed by you
And then I dreamed of us together,
Of what we could make.
I told one person
She wasn't to tell another
But she told you my darling
And I wasn't mad
I wasn't hurt nor betrayed
No matter how she promised she wouldn't tell
I was glad you knew my secret.
My hidden dream
And few knew it was you that I stole back.
Yet the girl you now love too
Is my friend and I cant hurt her
And you have promised that you wont
You asked for my trust
Now you have it
Don't hurt her.
Don't try and have what might never work.
Let Fate run its course
Lets she if she's really the one for you.
If she is
I'll let us go
I'll let you move on without me
Because that's what love is.
And I want you to be happy.
With or without me.