Inside lost & confuse

Inside I'm lost & confuse. I wasn't even aware of it, till today i realize. I might be losing once more then it was before.Not only a relationship but yet a friendship. For all the bullshit you got me thru its just going to end ? For all the frowns you turn upside down..your just gona walk out ? You ain't even gona talk or shout at me. just a silent good bye ? You couldn't even go up to me & look in my eyes to say how much you really felt. You did say some the story but not all of it ? you told her & him but nothing to me. So now i sit & wonder how could we ever go back to how it use to be...