Need To Let Go - 03/11/2006

I thought my feelings would go,
But I think about you,
Like I dream,
I think my timings overdue.

Now I try to be happy,
For you, for both,
But my long lost feelings,
It's becoming like a growth.

I would still bleed for you,
I would still take you back,
Deep down I wish you felt the same,
At the moment its all black.

I loved you for so long,
In so many ways,
So much,
My loves like a maze.

I want to tell you,
But I can't tell,
It would ruin everything,
But I'm not saying farewell.

I've only just gained a friend,
After breaking your heart,
Hurting it,
And ripping it apart.

I wish I could say I love you,
And it still mean the same for you,
I wish you deep down still love me,
I want us to be true.

I look at you,
And your always smiling,
Your so happy, its hurts me,
I love you thats the thing.

I know my wrongs now,
But I've left it to late,
I hope one day, everything all good,
No matter whats await.

But at this stage,
I still love you,
I still love everything about you,
But I can't pursue.

©Elisha L. Brain 2006