Everyday..this way

I was staring at you later this day
when suddenly my whole world turned gray
i stared at how you smiled at me
then i remembered how my feelings are not free

i remembered you laughing at my jokes
i remembered i said how i really feel
how i remembered when you though that was one of my jokes
and how i wished you would realize it was real

you drown me with your wonderful smile
you drown my heart every once in a while
i love you much, i love you a lot
how can it be that you believe me not

how can i fall for someone so close to me
how can i feel this way when i know I'll never have you
why do i have these eyes to see
to know and feel how much you mean to me