Ups and Downs

Tears flowing pen scrapping just a prisoner in a free nation/ Gotta prey everyday 4 all the drama I be facing/ It's hard all the time its a infinite grind/ The only time I get relief is when I write a rhyme/ see I just wanna have something that I can call mine/ That's why I write because no 1 can take my mind/ See my rhymes are doctrines, holy scriptures/ My pens between the blue lines is how I paint pictures/ They can throw me n shackles and mental miseries/ But they can never make me release the slave that lives within me/ See I done beheld the devil done witnessed horrid visions/Done ignored warning signs from my own intuitions/ Been through ups and downs and roller coaster twists/ Round and round like a carousel till I reach my ditch/ Life predetermined who wrote the script?/ Yeah life is really crazy yeah life is a trip/