Why

Why were you brought into my life? Was there a purpose, cause i cant find it. I thought we had something, but it ended up that we had nothing. Why did i long for your so called love, it wasn't worth it. Why do i have these memories? Why did i long for your presents to be with me? Am i still holding onto what is gone, am i still holding on to the past? I hate the memories of you because they only bring me pain. Your presence seems to linger, why do i long for your soft kiss, your touch, and your attention? You were just playing a game i can see that now. It was a game that began and ended with me heart, just a game that made me cry made me believe that you were coming back. I want to let you go but i cant. I want to fall in love again but you took my heart and never gave it back. What i thought was love was only lies and hate...

Dedicated to Rustin...