I wrote this poem for my friend who is gay. This is pretty much his story on his love for this other guy.]
I don't know what love is anymore.
It got so confusing once I met you.
Because this wasn't supposed to be.
You and me.
God said this shouldn't be.
But sometimes it feels so right.
Hoping Every night..
Wishing you were in sight.
Sometimes I hope you knew.
...I hope you knew..
That I love you.
But I know.
The world just isn't ready.
I know becuase of all the pointing and laughters.
But I know.
I am a MAN!
This lump in my throat proves so.
I won't cry.
I won't..
Not this time.
Just so you'll see!
& when the world is ready...
Fcuk THIS SH!+
The world can kiss my ass!
I AM READY & thats all that matters!
I want you to know.
I no longer wish you knew!
BECUASE I KNOW YOU KNOW!
I LOVE YOU!
Don't lie to me.
Don't act like you don't see!
Becuase it hurts me.
But I'm a MAN.
This lump in my troat says I Won't Cry.
Not this time.
Not anymore.
