My Darling

by Sydney   Dec 10, 2006


My darling, October, 12/2006

I saw you that day, I\\\'ll never forget. You looked into my eyes, as if you couldn\\\'t look away. But you did, in fact you looked right past me, and in a matter of time i realized it wasn\\\'t me you were looking at, but her. Secretly i longed for you, not knowing what i wanted, this was new, you were new, and it all was beginning again. Everyday i prayed for something not knowing what it would bring me, i prayed for something that i didn\\\'t know i really wanted, not until you said you did. My prayer was answered, and i had a dream i thought was only a dream...you. I loved you dearly as i do know, i tried so hard to hold on, but i learned i had to let go. I\\\'ll never forget the day i let go, once again not knowing what it would bring me. But i found soon after that i really did care about my dream.
I saw you again, I\\\'ll never forget. I had been praying and wishing that my dream might come true, again. We met eye to eye again and it brought back memories i could not bare to remember in front of you... for all it brought me was tears...that may never be shed in front of you. Within my dreams was a thought that perhaps you and i would be together again. But i shalt not think of something so foolish. But you turned around and made my dream come true that i had been wishing for. Once again i got back what i love most. My hope came back, and my dreams soared . My life,my future all pointed to you. Every path i took, there you were catching me if i fell. But as time passed that image faded into what it is now. A poor image of you happy with her and not me. It all makes sense. You chose what you wanted. And it wasn\\\'t me. I think we both know it was coming. To this day i still pray every night that \\\"He\\\" may help us through the hard times and keep us close as one. Without your love i would be a lonely soul, haunting what was left behind..you.I cant bare the thought of losing you, you are all that i want, and everything i need. But there is a time in life when everyone must choose. The path that may lead you where you want. I\\\'m not sure of yours, but i know of mine, i hope we last forever. I really do. The memories we share are some I\\\'ll never forget. I cry to this day of the choices i made. But when you say that you love me and you tell me I\\\'m \\\"the one\\\" i feel as if the memories are the reasons why we are so close together today then we were before. I\\\'m glad we are what we are. So close i cant stand you joking about being mad at me, and so in love that there is never a time when we cant resist the touch of one another. I love you dearly, and my dear you are the perfect one for me, and the reason i live...is for you and me.

i really do hope you and i can stay together forever,
forever yours
your baby girl

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