The love of my life hates me

This love is for him,
The one I adore,
The only one who understands,
Who knows I'm not a wh***.

I'll love him forever,
But he'll drift away,
He only knows me in my mind,
And there our love will stay.

In real life he hates me,
He doesn't understand,
I will always love him,
Like seashells in the sand.

My friends say I don't need him,
But they just do not know...
I really DO love him...
I just wish It would show.

Sometimes I think I hate him,
Sometimes I'll sit and stare...
He would never like me...
I wish I didn't care.

But as always... I do,
I guess this is how love works,
It leaves me crying- yet wanting more,
These guys are always such jerks.

The love of my life just hates me,
And I'm falling hard and fast,
Beyond the limits of my feelings,
I hope this doesn't last...