False Hope

As I sit here alone
In an empty chapel
Attempting to sort things out
I stare off in to space
My mind going 300 m/hr
All with thoughts of you
I truly try so hard
Not to think about you
I have so much other shit
In my life to be concerned with
Besides a person who doesn't care
About me
There are so many things that
I want to tell him
But I can't tell him
Instead I take secret glances
Just to see if he's alright
At least that's the way it been
Since we stop talking
With every glance I take
I feel an aching in my chest
A weird sense of longing
Surrounds me and my thoughts
Until I shake myself
As if I was shaking off a dream
Protecting myself from
False hope

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