I Can Love Myself Much Better Than Loving You

I watch myself fall down on the ground
And everything just collapse in my hand
everything changed when you weren't around
Nobody else knew and nobody else understand

I'm trying to love myself just like i loved you
And i try to do my best to hold back my tears
Everything was going right, now I'm living the truth
Where my dreams are over, everything what i fear

Nobody listens to me, i am just a part of yesterday
And till the day i die, i will stay like it
Everybody moves on, they're in joy and they play
Everything that they have, what right now i wanted

I sometimes think, this was a curse of love
But now i just really realized i was too young
After what happened, everyone pushes and shoves
When everything went right, it was just all wrong

People say to not look back at their past
And now I'm living with that saying
I'm trying to be more positive, hopefully it will last
Because i realize, you're not really my everything

I can love myself much better than loving you
Myself is my everything, I only live for myself
The past are the lies, what now is the truth
I've picked myself up, i don't need anymore help

I can help myself, you just weren't there
Every minute i lived, i didn't give up
So now, alone, i just really don't care
I understand myself, i help myself, and i won't stop

Not today...Not ever...
I love yous don't really mean 'forever'

-Pls. comment and vote of what you think i should need to change or just tell me if you liked it or not...I will hopefully pay you back-