My lost love

I met this man ages ago i really fancied him so we went out.But then i sorta went off him,i did not tell him otherwise god knows what he'll do.I love this man but i don't, I'm scared of him but I'm not.

I feel like if i do some thing wrong he'll hate me go off me ignore me.I just want to dump him but I'm just........just annoyed.

I also think that he is having an affair with my next door neighbour, he also said to me "we need to talk"
i knew what he was going to say:your dumped and that I'm having an affair! I think i said that in my head nooooooo he is right in front of me.i said how could you,i ran off to my mums and stayed the night there. the end xxx

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