Do you Understand?

Do you understand?
This feeling inside
This feeling I have,
To just run and hide.

I need some comfort
I need a friend
Someone to be there
Till the bittersweet end.

I need a man
Here in my life
To help through all
My hardships and strife.

To give me hug
When I need it the most
For if I had that
I may not be a ghost.

I feel like I
Am invisible to you
As if im an object
You can see through.

I fell so empty
So lonely inside,
Sometimes it makes me
Want to run and hide.

Disappear somewhere
Away from this place
Maybe I could just wait for you
By those Golden Gates

Up in the clouds
By HIS holy name,
Or maybe I could shoot
For Hollywood fame.

Be on the big screens
Where I know you could see
Me and my not so much beauty
But laughter and glee.

Im a very hearty person
Once you get in my heart
And once you are there,
You never will part.

But there is, one
And only one
With the key to my heart
I wonder which one.

Do you understand?
This feeling inside
This feeling I have
To just run and hide?

I need some comfort
I need a friend
Someone to be there
Till the bittersweet end.......