Double Take

Maybe I only like you in this position?
Your unavailability, what a chase.
Maybe I only waited until a girl
came around to show what I could be missing.
What if I'm just desperate
and I just need attention?
I couldn't break your heart again
or lead you on to an impossible future.
I could never forgive myself
if I broke her heart to.
Sure my intentions were wrong,
I'm human, I make mistakes.
Scratch that, I was out of line.
I never should have asked you,
I never should have gone over.
I know what I wanted,
I wanted a move to be made.
I'm sorry there was none,
but I'm also relieved.
I really couldn't be more confusing.
I'm sorry for what I wanted,
I'm sorry for my double take.

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