Know that i care and that i will always be there.

I wanted to give you something special
Something that would make it worth while.
Something that would make you smile.
But yet I didn't know what to do,
I honestly had no clue.
Then you gave me the perfect idea.
Now I give you the gift you asked for.

Something that will show you I care,
Something that says I'm there.
No matter how hard I try,
Sometimes I cant make it so you wont cry.
I hate to know you do,
I hate knowing you still cry.

Remember the promise we made?
Well when you broke it I went insane.
You scared me to hell,
Yet I couldn't walk away.
I love you so much.
Though you dont love me back,
I know you still care.
I know you'll always be there.

I cant stop you from taking the knife to your wrist.
But I can tell you, it gives my stomach a twist.
When you pull up your sleeve to let me see,
Inside it intensely kills me.
I want you to stop.
Because for every slit you make,
My heart just breaks and breaks.

I care to damn much,
To let you do this some more,
And every time you do,
I feel like falling to the floor.
Breaking out in a cry.
Asking you why.

Remember I'm here baby,
And I always will be.
Because if I leave your side.
I just might die,
Knowing that I leave you alone
Kills me down to the bone.

Please take this in a way,
That makes it seem okay.
I care so much and this is why I have to tell you,
The true way I feel.
That way, you wont be lost
about why I love you so god damn much.