Maybe someday ull realize

I make up excuses on why you didnt call...
try to think of all the answers.
i keep going back for more even though
sometimes you push me away.
i dont know if i can do better,
but do i really want to?
youre quick to push me down when
i all i want is to be brought up.
when i walk out for good,
when i really gain the strength i need...
then maybe you will see.
maybe you can look back and say ...
"wow..that girl really did love me"