People tell me that its his loss,
That theres plenty more fish in the sea.
but they dont understand, they dont realise,
that I dont want anyone else, just him.
I know thats what everyone says,
Especially after a break up.
But I mean it, well for now anyway.
I miss you I really do.
I miss the way you used to talk to me,
The way we could laugh about stupid things,
How you laughed at my laugh afterwards,
The way that you looked at me and I felt safe.
I could be myself around you completely,
I said things that I wouldnt normally say for fear of being laughed at,
But when I was with you none of that mattered, I dont know why.
It just felt like there was no one but me and you in the world.
I told you not to say that you loved me unless you meant it,
You knew I had insecurities from past relationships.
So when you told me for the first time that you loved me,
I knew you meant it because I know you couldnt lie to me.
Thinking about it now I can remember everything.
The first time you said those words,
The first time I ever set eyes on you,
And how I felt at each precise moment.
One thing that still makes me smile is our first kiss.
It was so you, so romantic, so loving.
You leant me back as we sat on someones garden wall,
Thats when I knew that you were different, I could tell.
There was always people trying to get in our way,
But we didnt let them or their jealousy get to us.
You said why cant they just let us be together like we want?
Ill tell you why- because nothings that simple.
We were happy, well I was,
You told me you were too, that no one made you feel like I did.
Thats why it was such a shock to me when you ended it.
Your excuse being Im in love with you but I dont like you.
You said you were confused, you didnt know what you wanted,
But I knew what I wanted, I wanted you.
And I still do, you cant fall out of love with someone that easily.
But you did, or at least you claimed to?
I thought that it would last this time, obviously not,
But I still love you no matter what people say,
I dont need anyone elses opinion or approval.
Im going to do what I want even if it means being hurt.
So even though I was hurt by you and I am still hurting,
I know how I feel and that it wont just disappear overnight.
I want you back and Im going to do all I can to make that happen.
I guess what Im really trying to say is that... I still love you.
