I've never

I've never needed care like this,
I've never craved love like this,
I've never been so deprived.

I've never felt so much hatred,
I've never felt so much sorrow,
I've never felt so broken.

I've never lost myself how I have now,
I've never known pain like I have now,
I've never cried so many tears.

I've never longed to be held so badly,
I've never longed to feel some comfort,
I've never been so defeated.

I've never needed someone as I do now,
I've never given up as I do now,
I've never known myself so bemused.

I've never lost so much hope,
I've never lost so much love,
I've never felt like this before.

© JayPee.