Can I Keep You

Im sittin at my computer
Thinking of ways
I can possibly keep my baby

I know for one fact shes not thinking of me
Because shes on the phone with hopefully a lady
But because of her looks I would think not
She is great like a diamond rock
She is just as expensive to my heart
I wish I could keep her
Probably not

She is so beautiful
I wonder if she is as greatful
As I find myself to be
Sitting here thinking of thee
Mixing old and modern English spontaneously
Amongst the many things that have grown upon me
She has been one huge part of what my life has come to be

I wonder if she will ever start
To think about me the way I think of her
She is my white when I think of my black
My red when im blue
Red being love and blue being lonely
Black being past and white being future
I hate to portray my feelings so vaguely
Its just that she makes me think this way
Its a complicated situation
Im sorry to say
I think ive fallin for this one today

Im scared to say
Because it seems like a never ending cycle of love and hate
Between two people that dont even see each other everyday
It seems that I can manage to keep her in my clutches just barely
I dont know if im being pushed away
Im confused not about me this time
But about hopefully my future mate
I wonder if she wants all she said
Or is it just a little game that she plays?

I wish I could find more words to say
I feel as if im speakin to her indirectly
Just wishing I could speak to her through that chirp
I hope to God that she doesnt do me wrong
Because I live two hours away
I know for a fact no matter how far I am
I will be faithful till the very end
I hope she reads this and hears what im trying to say
When I told her that I wanted her to stay
Shits driving me crazy
I cant even listen to music
Without thinking about her
I cant deal with It
I wish she would jus call my phone
So then I can ask her in a low tone
Can I keep you? ... for my very own?