Many nights I sit and talk to myself.
Because I am alone.
It's amazing I rather be at my job.
Then in the presence of my own home.
I cry many tears and don't know why.
I just know Im hurt.
Many joy reveling proposals I have try.
But they seem to never work.
I have showed love and kindness where ever I go.
And respect was always a must.
But yet it seems my happiness never grows.
Im loosing faith and trust.
Many I love are gone now.
And yet I still see them each day.
There image run though my mind making me bound.
And I cant make them go away.
Its been the love of those who look up to me.
That has pushed me though many days.
In darkness they lighted a path so I can see.
It want be like this always.
