Want u to know

You’ve never known how I felt though I’ve known you for a while.
Every time I think of you it only brings back your smile.
When im not with you I get pains inside.
Like I’ve just opened up and swallowed my pride.
I didn’t know how to say this it was just too hard.
I thought you and her would turn over a new card.
If we were to give it a try we would hurt some special friends.
But I suppose that’s just one of the offside bends.
I cry for you sometimes and reach for your hand.
But I know my dreams have been washed away deep in the sand.
No-one understands exactly how much you mean 2 me.
No one understands that its cause of them were never be.
But maybe you see me in a different light
That unlike mine doesn’t shine so bright.
Well just know I love you and miss you sooo.
That’s all I wanted you to know.

To someone very special