I Don't Think You Will Catch Me...

I have a problem
in which is hurting me..
I'm falling for a guy
I don't think will catch me!..
Maybe I should run and hide
From the pain that is soon to come!
I think I should listen to my heart,
But at the same time
My mind is saying to "Shut-Up"
And take the fall and just hit
The ground,head first!
I need help..but
I don't know who to turn to!
Should I stop myself from
falling for a guy
that might not catch me?!?