Almost perfect

It seems like yesterday when we first met,
So young and free we used to be.
Its amazing how fast the time flies,
Especially when you want it to slow.
Now we're together,
The first time ever,
And it seems like it was meant to be.
Like every time before was nothing compared to this.
Its almost perfect,
Just one thing that I would change,
And thats just that I wish you were here.
To see you more,
Be held in your arms,
Always be near you,
But its too good to be true.
I know one day we'll end it,
But I don't want that day to come.
I think I love you,
But I don't know if I can,
If I'm ready to again.
We've both been hurt but what if now its supposed to be.
Just you and me,
Forever together...
But I dont know what to do.
I dont want to be hurt.
And I know that cant be helped.
I wont hold my breath,
But I'll always hope it works.
Its different,
Like theres alot at stake,
I cant make up my mind,
But I know its you I want.