In the best interest for both of us, no, no you wont talk to me whenever. I've started a new journal...us knowing each other now is killing both of us more than either may realize. You're wrong about me finding someone else. You are wrong about that. You will always be my only.
I wish you all the best in your life and maybe someday down the road shall our paths ever cross again I hope you at least remember that as much as I love you you loved me that much too.
No more hopeless pleads for our lost loves return, from me Sam to you it is now my attempt to no longer plead my love for you. Apologies and memories are all thats left in air between us. To you your path and me my own. You have chosen your road and where it leads you've made clear is not back to me. The path in sight I've chosen to roam please I beg you to keep your presence clear, for these walls are much to close for both of us here.
I hope you keep the memories of us locked inside your heart and don't let anyone trample them apart. You lost sight of our forsaken eventually...sadly I could not. The irony of us is our love is what killed us.
I truly hope you have made it through this with all tears intact. I'm not the same person I was when I met you. My broken heart has proven that. We carry doubts of the things we both have said...yours burden your future where mine haunt our past. To start on my new path I'm done now with my final...I love you.
