But I Just Keep On Loving You...

I feel like I live in the shadows
Just so alone and afraid
Feeling so useless
Of the pain for you I made

I didn't mean to hurt you
But you didn't seem to care
All I do is love you
As you still give me a scare

But as you say you forgive me
It's still my biggest regret
But as I try so hard to make it up to you
You still bring up this one threat

You dont want me to see him
Nor talk to him too
But as I follow your rules
You still do what you always do

You talk to all your friends
Saying I should try getting a few
As I walk a way
Of course my heart feels blue

It's funny how I still love you
After all these rules you make
All I do is try
To make up my mistakes

Maybe with what I did
Makes me deserve this pain within
It's not your fault, I'm sorry
Let me try again

But that's all I do
Is just try for you
And you turn around
And say that I'm not true

Nothing seems to work
So what am I suppose to do
I just keep on loving you
Because I wish for us to be true