I feel sick, tired, confused what should I do? should ii go crazy, should ii take all the pain and let it fill up inside. should I run away, should ii stay? what should I do? should ii cry myself asleep cuz ii can't have u. to have you would be so good. to love you would be better. to live my life with you would be great. to die with u, ii love life if u were next to me my whole life, if ii should stumble, u will help me up. if ii can't speak, you would help me. to love you, to live my life with you is a dream ii have everynight.
