Wondering

I Stare out my window
Dreaming what my life would be like if he wasnt in it
I want to let go
But his eyes make me love him so
I want to tell him how i feel
but he wouldnt understand
I see him with his arm around another girl
And it breaks my heart even more than what it is
I see you have moved on
Maybe it's time i have too
But what if i dont want to?