After Death

I sat there with my eyes closed
Wondering what I'd find
When the saddest thought
It crossed my mind,

What would my life be
If you were somehow dead,
I found myself crying
As I lay on my bed,

I couldn't bare it
I would have died,
As my heart it tore
Destroying me inside,

I'll always regret it
My feelings are few,
But i should of told you;
Lorah, I love you.