My days have been rainy though the sun's smiling rays
In a haze of confusion my heart can't find a way
To get rid of my heartache as I'm slowly dying
Weeping for a lost love I never had but still wanting.
Its been hard to let go and I'm crying every night
I've been trying to hide it but I just don't feel right
I've said my silent goodbye but I'm still falling apart
Everyday I keep feening and its breaking my heart.
Tell me how to end it so I can understand and see
Let me know what I did to make you stop loving me
I can fake a smile if that's what you want me to do
I can even pretend I'm okay just to be close again to you.
Sometimes I feel like you're all mine, just for a day
I wish for a time when we can make love the night away
And I'll always remember the time when you were
When I was the one in your arms and not her.
I miss you so much that I crumple in pain
So I just close my eyes and feel you're mine again
It'll ease my suffering even only for a minute
Then I'll live my life another day without you in it.
I don't know why not being with you is hurting me so much
I dream about you at night and I'm aching to feel your touch
Its harder to say goodbye now that I have to say it to you too
But until that day comes I'll just be heartbroken over you.
