I apologize in advance. this is kinda long. but you want to see what a poem that is from the heart looks like. well chris, i\'m gonna show you. you can take every word to heart, every feeling, and you can feel my pain. and if your still not convinced that i love you, i dont know then..
all i\'ve got is this pad of paper
to write you one more time
cause after i get through with this
its time to get you out of my mind
i\'m gonna take down all your pictures
put them in a box
then lock the door to my heart with chains
and double padded locks
i guess the good times we had werent good enough
to help survive the bad
and i admit that i dont regret it
the wild ride we had
i\'m leaving here a better man
you really taught me a bunch
and i know if i love again someday
its cause of you i wont mess up so much
i know you think i already love another
honey thats not true
but there\'s nothing i can do to convince you
that i\'m still madly in love with you
but if i sit here and just keep crying
i\'m bound to float away
so its time to take a deep breath and stand up tall
cause its a brand new day
i\'m taking you off of my myspace
so that i dont have to see
that where it should say married
it says single and looking
and if you think i\'m joking
that i\'m not really this sad
i would rather rip my rotator cuff completely off
cause it wouldnt hurt this bad
so your not convinced i still love you
i cant say i havent tried
i\'ve told you everything
not once have i lied
i told you i had feelings for her
but you had them for him to
its not ok for me to have them
but its ok for you
its not like they were strong
they were the kind you would get when your wife took the family away for 6 weeks over christmas and new years and there was no one to talk to casue everyone in your family was 5 hours ahead of you and all your friends went home for the holidays to, so your just stuck by your dam self pulling your hair out and you start talking to her cause her husband just sits around playing halo or some shit.
they werent love feelings. casue the only one i loved was you
and i know i wrote a poem,
but thats what i do
ask everyone who is reading this right now
not everything you write is true
you take a feeling and you run with it
you let the pen take you where it goes
you write so that someone can read it and relate
that poem i wrote was exagurated
your not convinced i still love you
you dont believe the words that i say
and it really dont suprise me
you\'ve never believed me since our first day
so i\'m going to the airport tomarrow
i hope to see you there
i hope to see them hazel eyes
i hope to see that pretty brown hair
and just so you know
that if no body shows
i\'ll take it that as this didnt change your mind
and i\'ll start down that path to get over you
one day at a time
you said your not convinced that i still love you
at least i can say that i tried
