Hated, Loved, Dismissed

by Bleedin Throu   Jan 13, 2007


A twitch in the eye
A tremble of the lip
Somehow I knew those words that would come next
Frozen cold
Stopped dead in my tracks
All the memories started to relapse
Full of confusion
Hatred comes to play
Because I completely ran out of words to say
Doubts now
Maybe we weren't meant to be
Too bad now that I couldn't see
Shaky legs
Still in shock
The fact that you dumped me...was last in my thoughts
I felt loved
Maybe more hatefull for once
Because as if getting broken wasn't enough
In confusion
Just an object of lust
I didn't think you'd be the one to take up most of my trust
Tried too hard
Lost my words to speak
Now looking at you makes me weak
In that second
I turned numb to pain
None of my feelings seemed to remain
You say stupid words
Repeating them like I wanted it to end
How do you push me down and still want to be my friend
Do you understand
You broke me down
I'm loving every minute you shove me to the ground
My mistake
Regreting every single time
Telling myself I wanted you to be mine
Over and done with
You are just another in my past
Why did I try so hard on something I knew wasn't going to last...

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