Hating me...

You seemed like you loved me
I always thought you did
But saying is one thing
And meaning is two

U always were there
When I was down
You gave me your heart
And you never frowned

You seemed so happy
When we were together
Now u seem like nothing
Like nothing is forever

I no we were the best
We were meant to be
Stuff jus got between us
And I guess the time wasnt free

I payed attention to everything but you
Im sorry I hurt you
Baby you were always last
On my list of things to do

I should have thought more
Thought more about You
I say I tried my best
But I think I tried my worst

And now your sad
Your sad because of me
You always felt lonely
Because u werent my first priority

I cared about my self
And never about you
I cared that I would be better off
Be better off then you

As you see I realize this
I realize I played you wrong
I should have helped you out
And been a bit more strong

Everyday I wish to die
And give my soul to you
I wish you were happy
And never felt like you do

Never felt betrayed
Or even felt sad
U should feel good
You should be glad

Dieing is different
That�s what i should do
I should die
I should die for what I did to you

10 days later you read my poem
And u see me in your dreams
U say u **BLEEP** hate me
And that I played you

Then u hear my voice
My voice in your dreams
My voice drifts away
In the sudden breeze

I hear u cry every night
While im watching over you
Im going now baby
Theres nothing you can do..