Everyday for some reason,
something pulls me back.
A hopelessly devoted prison,
wondering what it is i lack.
I really don't wanna feel this way,
why wont i quit.
I tell myself this everyday,
its making me feel like shit.
I know its never going to happen,
but still i hold on.
My head keeps on spinning,
forget it me and you are gone.
Why is it i still love you,
why do i care.
I'm never gonna pull through,
oh my god this isn't fare.
What is it that i did wrong,
why am i not good enough.
I cant hold back for too long,
its killing me to be tough.
So everyday for some reason,
i will shed a tear.
I will wait for you in the pouring rain,
no one will see me crying, so i will have no fear.
