Ohh God what do I do?
I'm so confused-
I love him too much to hurt him
but I don't want to get hurt again
I've gone through too much
I can't take another heartbreak-
not one more!!
Do I fall in love too much??
Too easily??
Why does this happen to me??
I didn't do a thing to deserve this
Not a thing!!
I was so true to them
Both of them
And I'm true to him now
I love him dammit!!
Why can't I have this??
I need him so much
I can't lose him
He's me, he's what I am, and what I wanted to be
The one thing inside of me that I can't see
I love time and time again
Feel the joy and pain
Laugh and cry even in the rain
He's touched my soul, my heart is no longer mine
It's gone forever in his hands,
His sweet body forever holding me close
I think he loves me
I want him to-
To think of me in his dreams,
I want him to see me in the rain drops that fall
But I don't know if I can stand the rain anymore
The pain
It's too much
For one body, one mind, one heart to handle
It's hard thinking you're the only girl with no soul mate
Knowing you may die old and gray
Without ever loving a true man
Never feeling him next to you
Touching your skin, whispering in your ear the sweet words
"I Love You"
I don't want to hear that if I can't hear it forever
Love is wonderful, once you find the real thing
Hearts are broken each day
And more and more every second
So why take the pain??
Cause nothing grows without the rain
I love him
