It hurts to go on

Locked inside a world so dim
Trying to hide from my fears,
Cuddled up in a ball
Trying to stop my tears.
How do I stop this pain?
I want to escape your game.
But I don't know how to let you go,
I want to but my heart screams no.
I'm sorry I didn't treat you right,
I'm sorry for talking to other guys at night.
You should have told me that it bothered you,
I would have stopped because I hated you being blue.
Seems like I never made you happy,
I'll always remember when I was your baby.
I'll always remember the times we had together,
When you told me you would never leave me ever.
I'll miss that sparkling look in your eyes,
I really wish that you didn't have to tell me those lies.
Thanks for the good memories that we shared,
Thanks for showing me that you once cared.
I guess I knew love wouldn't last when the last flower died,
Because shortly after that you hated me and made me cry.
But now that our relationship came to an end,
It hurts to go on but I still wish you would be my friend!