To Love Him Or not....

The harder I try the more I ask myself why am I trying? The more I see you the less I need you. The more you look past me the more it hurts me. The more you hug her the more it kills me. The more you talk the less I can say. The more you stand out the more I can\\\'t help but, look. The more you want me the more I love you. The more you ignore me the more it helps me see you don\\\'t love me. The more you hurt me the more I want to run away. Well guess what I\\\'ll finally be what I\\\'ve always been to you, NOTHING....