What can i do?

How does it keep happening
to me, how do i let it

i open my heart
to let you in and there
there you enter and live
make me laugh and grin
to hold you hand, a dream
you rest your head upon me
and there i rest in love
every glance, touch
means something
means im special
means im something
to you.

and without a word you leave
leave me empty and alone
left to wonder what happened
leave me to cry tears
that ive never shed before.
for a love lost

that keeps coming back
and leaving again
and
again
to tear me apart
gouge my insides
with tears down my cheeks.
empty alone and depressed

we, a never declared love
silence in holding and hugs
you made me love you
and now you've left
with a wandering heart
loving us all.

jealousy breaks me
what can i do
when the man i love
wanders away from

me