Boom

If love is this
It is something that I could've missed
Laying in my room
Crying, waiting for those two clicks and the BOOM...

I could've done without
All the questions and doubt
I lived my life miserably everyday
Because accusations were the only things you could say

As soon as I heard the boom
That I was longing for
I hit the floor
And it was the end of all my doom

All the people gather round me
Just to get a chance to see
All the blood surrounding and drownding my head
Why doesn't it bother them that I'm dead?

Doesn't anyone see the gun,
That my life is now done?
Why does it seem no one cares?
Why doesn't this to anyones heart give the slightest tear?

But wait, they are all
Starting to bawl
They all walk away trying to figure out why,
Rather than living here, I would choose to die...

August 24, 2006