If I Could

If I could find the words to tell you
How much you mean to me
To tell you that I love you
And that we are meant to be

If I could find the words to say
I want you with me every night
I want to be safe in your arms,
In which you'd hold me tight.

If I could find the words to say
I need your love to keep me sane
Would it make a difference?
Or would things remain the same?

I swear you're like a drug
Because I'm hooked on you for good.
If only I could find the words,
Oh only if I could.

Maybe I'll write a letter
There my feelings I can't deny.
There I'll bleed my heart and there,
Forever it will lie.

Myself, I am no angel
No saint or royalty
But judge me for who I am within
Because what you get is me.

So when I find the words,
You will finally know then my heart
To you I'll give and forever you will own.