In silence..til the end

I sit here in wonder
as i build up like thunder
the thoughts in my head,
was it something i said?
i do not know
you sit there in silence
with no emotion to show,
i dont know what to say
i dont like it
when you are this way,
i want to grab your hand
but my heart starts beating
like a loud band,
i try to sit calm
but im afraid i might
suddenly explode like a bomb,
it is quiet
so i do not listen,
i stare at you
as i watch your brown eyes glisen,
you stare at the floor,
i secretly dont know you anymore,
i look out the window
and i see the snow
then i hear your voice
quiet and low...
as you look at me
you quietly say
\"im afraid our love will not last another day\"