For the last two years Ive been waking up wishing that there would be someone there to hold me, someone to love me for whom I am. Although I wish really hard it never seems to come true. I found someone who loved me for who I was, but I was really on the edge with things and took too many chances. After a year I lost him. I now wake up wanting all of that back. Then to my luck a guy that I have always sort of loved asked me out. Two months latter he dumped me because of all the things people were saying about me. Well I did not cry, all I could do was smile and laugh. The spell is finally broken, I can finally be truly happy being myself.
