For Zack

by I Hope You Choke   Jan 22, 2007


*EDIT: Zack and I are no longer together, nor do we talk anymore. I'm just keeping this poem up because I like it. Just though you guys should know...*

Just a little smile today, to brighten up the light.
Just a little laughter today, to make it seem alright.
Just a little phone call, to show how much you care.
And every little word, is a reminder that you're there.

Just a little reassurance that everything's OK.
Just a little shove forward to help me through the day.
For I'm just a girl in love with a boy,
And when I'm around him, my heart;s filled with joy.

But see I have a problem, and it's making me cry.
One that makes my heart heavy, and eager to die.
My problem is I'm going away, and he's not coming with me.
Let me try to explain, for I do enjoy the story.

I met him through a friend, but I guess I didn't care.
He continued to be around, but he wasn't really there.
During the year I forgot he was around.
But that summer he saved me when I was about to drown.

For you see I was sick of life, and with everyone around.
There was nothing new about my little hometown.
Under a depression, and lonely was I.
Until a carnival came, and guess who caught my eye?

It was him again, the boy who disappeared.
I looked into his deep blue eyes, and my heart seared.
Because I thought I couldn't have him, but I guess I was wrong.
For we're together now, and our love is strong.

But we won't be together much longer, and that make me weep.
Does he even know my feelings for him are so deep?
I cry myself to sleep at night, dreading the end.
Because not only do I love, he's also my best friend.

Broken and battered, torn and tattered,
This move may leave me a bit shattered.
'Cause I can't live without my best friend.
My broken heart I will have to mend.

I wonder if he'll love me, even when I'm gone.
For the wait until I see him again will surely be long.
He is my moon, my sun, and my sky.
Without him, I feel like I'd die.

Around him, I can be who I am.
He doesn't judge me, for he's just the same.
He picks me up whenever I'm down.
And makes me smile whenever I frown.

So here's a little message for that boy to read.
His heart is not an obsession, it's a need.
My poetry is how I express what I feel.
And in this poem my love is sealed.

You're truly amazing, I hope you know.
You may be the reason my blood flows.
The boy I love, and my best friend too.
Trust me when I say "I'll never forget you."

When I'm gone, I ask you not to weep.
Seeing you in so much pain would cause my heart to bleed.
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.
Fear can hold you prisoner, but hope can set you free.

There's not much more to say, there's not much more to do.
I just wanted to prove the truth, I do love you.
I'll love you forever, with all my heart.
You'll always be my best friend, even if we part.

So just stay in contact, I'll see you soon.
Just think of me whenever you see the moon.
I fell in love with someone whose heart is true.
And deep down I guess it is true....I fell in love with you.

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