Love you more (for my ex)

Love you more! you always said
Look at me now, you wish i was dead
You really couldn't care less
If you found me as a mangled mess

Love you more! you'd always say
But now you wish in this coffin I'd lay
You look at me and i see hate
I look at a blade and foresee my fate

I'll never leave you!
Now i know that isn't true
All the lies you said
You wish i was dead

You almost ended me that night
With your lies of a wreck that almost ended in a fight
I want to know why you finally said you lied
Did Alyssa and Amanda tell you they didn't want me to die?

I know you wouldn't have cared, you love me more
But there i laid on the floor
Pinned to the ground cause i was ready to die
A friend of mine that never did lie

He kept me safe when you made me weak
He kept me from cutting when i started to freak
I thought two of my friends just died
Then i found out you lied

I knew then that you wanted my life to end
That's when my heart shattered forever, never to mend
Love you more! i thought you meant it
But now you just want me to cut, forget it

I thought i loved you until i saw the light
I couldn't be with you, i wasn't strong enough for the fight
I broke your heart and you broke mine
I learned my lesson i hope you saw the sign

You want me dead and i know that from you eyes
I wish i was to but I'm here, surprise
I'll let you know I've been trying my best
I tried so many times but i keep failing the test

I'll give you your last wish from me
I'll take this blade and set me free
I'll make you happy, I'll try one last time
I love you more, and that's no lie.