The one I really think of no one knows of. Because I do not speak to him as I do you. But I feel for him about the same. My trust and love grows everyday. As the fear to look at him goes away. But the fear of speaking to him or of him never will change. I like him but no one knows not even him. He does not even know I exist. More less how my true life is. What do I do when the one I thought I loved starts to look like him? My mind will not let go. And he may never know. That every time I look at the one I love I see him. And now I do not even know ho to handle it.
