To D. - Secret Lover

I have been missing you all day.

Still wondering which path I should follow,
Enjoy the summer while the season is short, life is short?
Or company loneness but maintain being moral?

A silver car passed.
My heart beat fast.

people say no,
My heart says yes.

Being prudent is not wrong,
being unhappy is not right.
But which brings more unhappiness,
watching your leaving?
Or keep myself away from you?

The sun is going down....

Your smiling face....shines...