Total Skullduggery

You can not see my tears,
With my smile on which I hide.
With my laughs that I show,
I keep a secret, a monstrous lie.

Keeping a front so you don't see me,
So you may go on with your deceitfulness.
Male after male you consummate,
Still you continue your untruthfulness.

You come to me and say I'm only,
Yet I know its all a lie.
Forever shall I be in eternal hurt,
Till deaths dart hits me to die.