All Over Again

Happy moments together,
We once had,
Those replaced,
To something so sad.

I thought you were my friend,
Who’ll be there ‘til the end.
But I guess I was wrong,
We were never meant to be.

You found out,
The secret I’ve been hiding,
You started to ignore me,
And just simply stopped caring.

A ‘lil birdie told me,
That you liked another,
I hated her for what she was,
But I hated myself even more.

I kept thinking that she was perfect,
And I was not,
That I wasn’t good enough,
Not even close.

I’ve tried to forget you,
Tried to push you out of my heart.
But I knew I couldn’t do it,
Even from the start.

You’ve been a jerk to me,
For all these years,
Didn’t realize that I’ve been wasting,
All those tears.

But after you’ve hurt me so much,
And made me go though all this pain,
I still hold on,
Loving you all over again.