I have a new feeling..........!

I have a new feeling.........I have a new story but the difference between this story & other,that this one he love me,but I\'m not.
I don\'t know why??,maybe Iam scared,maybe because I don\'t believe that love can be only words not be seeing each other & our two bodies react with each other & the communication so do feelings,also maybe I just want someone better or someone who I could feel him .
I am so scared that this one who was suitable for me & I left him.....I can\'t break his heart & I can\'t pretend too.
I just want when i say(I love you) for the first time to come deeply from my heart,not to be satisfied that I found any love............!!!!