It was just a short moment, our stares collided, it was like fire in the veins, I knew, it was right, you were way to beautiful, I never thought, it would work, I didn't have anything to offer just play station and rats, you were still happy, because I was, what you wanted, you gave me everything, always did what you were supposed to, what ever time, you were always here for me, It was just a short moment, our stares collided, it was like fire in the veins, I knew, it was right, you were way to beautiful, I never thought, it would work, I didn't have anything to offer just play station and rats, you were still happy, because I was, what you wanted, you gave me everything, always did what you were supposed to, what ever time, you were always here for me, and whatever I wanted, your answer was always yes, you sacrificed many things, took a lot in, chased my bad dreams away and woke me up in the mornings, you were my candle and you made all the shadows go away, do you still know I told you we would love each other forever?
Look at me, do you see, what's happening to me? It's your fault, why the last bit of hope dies in me, why do you go and take away my meaning? i would so gladly forget you, but you are in me.
Out of the short moment, became 2 years, I look into your eyes and am not looking forward for tomorrow, because I see that something is not right, don't tell me were not there for each other anymore, you know very well that we still love each other, but when I talk to you; where did the warmth go? You say it is my fault, I'm not good enough for you, goddamnit to hate you would be like diving in a cup, it's impossible, but what can one do? I love you, time has changed me, but you're running away and not seeing it, you pretend, that you're not doing what you're supposed to do anymore, but in truth all this shit is because of your pride,
Look at me, do you see, what's happening to me? It's your fault, why the last bit of hope dies in me, why do you go and take away my meaning? i would so gladly forget you, but you are in me.
Because all I really wanted, was a second chance, it already happened long ago, but slowly you are becoming a curse, I can do what I want, its always the same, your words send me into the cold outside, you turned hard, and what did you give up, don't put horns on me, because everyone makes mistakes in life, you know very well, I always protected you, but today I live with this pain, that's deep inside of me, I don't want to keep walking, I'm becoming sick, when I think, I forget myself and cut deep inside my hands, there is no evening, where I'm not calling out for you, I want to go, but then I see you on the last step, should I try or will I fail again? There are many deep wounds, that suddenly start to hurt again, don't come back, because I just cant go on anymore, but then I hear your voice, and it starts over again.
Look at me, do you see, what's happening to me? It's your fault, why the last bit of hope dies in me, why do you go and take away my meaning? i would so gladly forget you, but you are in me.
